BrianaLoveW

 Footsteps could be heard ascending the stairs from the bathroom. The steps softly approached the bathroom door and a pair of size 6 feet in soft ballerina style slippers popped into from from the hallway as the bathroom door softly opened.  Evie stared at her daughter on the floor wide eyed with a headset and mic still on as she mouthed "Are you ok?!" Bri stretched her mouth into a line and shrugged. "Spider" and then she got up and slowly closed the door so as not to offend or alarm her mother. Evie squinted and shook her head as she walked back down the hallway to her home office.  "Yes, well the flooring apt is set but they won't be able to return for the cabinets until October....so what date would you guys be available.....?" Bri listened for her mother's voice to trail off before getting in the shower.  The fuck is wrong with me? She thought. Let's do this and go I need coffee.  Bri wrapped her towel around her and tucked the corner in h...

 Chapter 2 What the fuck?! Bri sat straight up. Erect and sweaty, she rubbed her eyes and squinted at her clock. 11:48.  Who....who is Danielle? She thought.  She looked around the room and then out her window. The rain had stopped and the window had raindrops splayed across the pane. There were no mar cars out. The moon and a couple street lights cast an ambient glow into her room between the sheer curtains.  Bri went downstairs and got a soda. She didn't mind the caffeine- she certainly didn't want to sleep again anytime soon.  She sat on the couch and turned on the TV. Then she pulled out her phone from her hoodie pocket.  She texted Lita- her bff. ^Girl.... I just had a fucked up ass dream.  ...... 2 mins later Lita responded with: What happened?  Bri replied I dreamt I was driving and crashed. But I woke up before I "died". And when I woke up I said "I'm Danielle" What?! Lita's next text was a series of emojis  and an invite to eat Hey m...

 I'm steadily being censored everywhere. So I may just take my thoughts here.  Bri is Danielle. Chapter 1 Bri sat on the edge of her bed and rubbed her eyes. Today was her day off. She shuffled her slippers off of her feet and crossed her legs beneath her. Silence. It was 3:40 and her family was out of town for her brother's game in another county.  Bri turned on her radio and laid back. Staring at the ceiling a wave of relaxation hit her and her eyes fluttered. Slowly they closed.  Her clock said 8:27 pm. Her parents and brother had returned and her mom had peeked in an hour ago and left her be.  Bris music played softly until it paused around 10 pm.  Bri normally didn't sleep this heavily. Her breathe went in and out evenly. It was wet outside from rain and the only sounds were cars passing by on their way home or to third shifts.  Bris foot stirred. Rem sleep had taken over.  And now she dreamed.  She was driving. But the hands and face in...

THIS IS A PREVIOUSLY MISPLACED BLOG ENTRY FROM THE LA TRIP. I WAS STILL IN CHICAGO.   June 5th, 2024 when my alarm went off at 545 am this morning I got up and got organized. retrieved any and all amenities and packed up the toilet paper and tissue. I moisturized my hair with the hand lotion in the bathroom, gathered my towels and wash clothes and put my back pack and purse together. I was determined, now that it was daylight, to get cigarettes.  but first, BREAKFAST. THE FOOD at this Holiday inn Express in rolling meadows was pleasant considering I hadn't eaten much but Starbucks and Taco Bell over the course of 20 hours. and not a lot of either. snacks really. by the end of this journey I'm going to be trim. or lose at least 20 lbs. I enjoyed weird cheese omelets and scrambled eggs, pork sausage links, Danish and cinnamon roll. I also grabbed and yogurt and banana for later cause if I endured any more delays they were not about to have my fat ass fucked up for food you ...

If you've been watching my youtube channel, you probably already know I'm back from LA I didnt get the job. Any job I met Sergio I invited Sergio to live here in Ohio with me I got pregnant. Yikes Sergio and I broke up Thats the cliffnotes version. For more details and drama visit my channel: @BrianaLoveW Today I am nine weeks pregnant and navigating this new chapter in my life. I don't know what the future will hold but this blog will now document my pregnancy and life.

Me trying to run through O Hare international to make this damn second flight   So everything was hunky doory.  I finished getting ready and walked to the bus stop with my purple duffel [heavy] and my back pack [stuffed].  I missed the first bus and waited about 13 minutes for the next bus This bus took me as close to the airport as I needed to be before transferring to the bus that takes you to the baggage claim.  I was thrilled at this point and getting more and more giddy by the minute.  I use a luggage cart and take the elevator up to the second floor to the TSA  I get my tickets and check my bag. One less thing to carry.  Checking in through TSA took around 20-30 minutes. Not too bad. I walked through the concourse and ended up buying gum. $2.99. I didn't buy a drink or food. Not sure why because as we speak my second flight is 47 minutes late. We were supposed to take off at 7.  Maybe it's because I'm usually smoking a cigarette or snac...